I'm determined to create a post that I've been delaying for weeks and I have only 30 minutes remaining. I hate repeating, but again, I delayed writing because I had too much to write.
It's been nearly a month since my conscience came out clean and all my troubles faded. I am still able to wake up each morning refreshed, able to channel my highly unstable energy into "doing something". This "doing something" part is crucial, because most of my troubles stem from not finding anything worth "doing". Before you define me with some "ism" word, let me explain: I find every single thing special because every single thing is a part of life, but nothing sticks out from that collective "everything".
Within this peaceful month, I found that a few things actually stick out! Let me proudly summarize (as I have 15 minutes left):
* Human Mind : This blog helped me define my interest in dynamics of the human mind. I look back and see that a significant part of things I did, I did for getting deeper into the mind. I started forming a folder of resources on this, and reading related books, to became even a better empath.
* Web 2.0 : My friends would laugh out loud if they read this: "You interested in the web? Kidding?" Yes I've been spending more than half my life online, but it was just a way of life, I didn't see that most people my age weren't half interested as I was until I joined friendfeed to see that people who are at a similar depth as I am are not many. And somehow, I don't think the web's content is useless anymore. It might not be me, but it is of use to someone...
* Cinema : My friends would laugh even harder... I have devoted my past 7 years to watching movies, writing critiques, and watching some more, everyday, and every night. It's time to admit that I've been obsessive about it. It's time to write about it again. Because that's when my brain functions the best: when writing and/or teaching.
Time's up. I have tagged myself despite hating the tagging.
Remind me why I was doing things I hated doing?
Because despite loving myself, I'm experimenting being someone else.
